Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Aug 29, 2018 5:27:28 GMT
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[attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I wish I could stop loving you [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]so that I could free myself of the pain of you not being able to love me back. [attr="class","manalishilpost"] Severus had taken to dealing mostly with his head, smiling just slightly when Rose used a healing spell on him. However, he had a look in his eyes that was subtle, but it looked more like worry than anything else. Because he knew she was going to be hurt by her brother’s behavior, but he hadn’t done anything to stop it. He could have stopped her before she kissed him, but he didn’t. He knew that Remus wouldn’t accept it – it was too soon. There were years of mistrust between the two of them, but he couldn’t believe that he would go that far. She was right there. [break][break] He had attempted to stand when she turned to leave, but he knew he couldn’t right now. Instead after his feeble attempt he sat up and turned towards Remus’s bed, his eyes shooting daggers. He looked… borderline violent, the rage seething through his carefully guarded expression. [break][break] “Now look at what you’ve done. Has it ever crossed your brilliant mind that she was the one who approached me first about all of this? Or that she wants to be with me? Or how about the fact I care about her. Have you ever considered that you could be wrong about me? About her? You constantly insist that you love her, but if you truly did, you would trust her to be smart. The instant she thought I would be using her for anything, she would smack me for it – professor or not. And you know that too. Or you would if you were ever around for her.” [break][break] Severus took his wand and flicked it, so a barrier appeared between the two, sick of looking at the man. He laid back in his bed and took in a deep breath. [break][break] “I –” [break][break] Nope. He was noping out of it. Severus cast a Muffiliato so he didn’t have to hear what Remus was going to say and curled up into the blanket. He was going to try to get some sleep so when class came around it wouldn’t be too terrible. For a moment, he almost wished he could cry, so he could release these pent-up feelings and how terrible he felt because of the hurt Rose was feeling right now. How he wished he could punch Remus in the face. But he couldn’t. His mind just wouldn’t let himself release those feelings, instead bottling them up like usual. [break][break] --- [break][break] Remus had stopped after the single word and just… laid there on his bed. He covered his face and was silent for a few moments. “I’m such a damn idiot.” [attr="class","manalishirnote"] [attr="class","manalishirnote1"]EXTRA NOTES [attr="class","manalishirnote2"] [attr="class","manalishirnote3"] [attr="class","manalishirnote4"] [attr="class","manalishirnote5"] N/A | [attr="class","manalishir"] [attr="class","manalishirimg2"] [attr="class","manalishirimg"] [attr="class","manalishir2"] [attr="class","redd1"]# [attr="class","manalishir4"] [attr="class","redd1"]@ |
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