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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 4, 2018 3:19:10 GMT
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Accepting the kiss, he whispered in her ear just after, “He would only be watching one student.” He pulled away and gave her a wink. Of course, if he hadn’t done this, he likely would be hiding away in some corner attempting not to stare at Rose and make people suspicious of him. But now he could just relax and be with her, no worries of being discovered. [break][break] “Hm. Well I suppose I ca –“ He was quickly caught off guard by a passionate kiss, his eyes widening but accepting and returning it all the same. He was very much confused as to why that just happened – but then again, kisses like that they had exchanged many times before in private. He simply wondered what made her want to do it now of all times, in front of everyone. Perhaps it was the longing he too felt about wanting to be like this anytime and anyplace. Perhaps he had said something. [break][break] “I… hope we can,” He nods and gives her a small grin, his face very red from the kiss. And to think, such a kiss would make him so red, when his hands were not quite in an appropriate place right now. “I am very much happy now – without that darkness, I wouldn’t be the same man I am today. The man who fell in love with you.” [break][break] And then he realized. She called him handsome, but had he commented on her appearance? He had gotten so wrapped up in simply thinking it, he thought he did say it, when in reality he had just thought it. “Rose, I just realized I never said it aloud: you are stunning. Amazingly beautiful in every way. As expected of a woman of your caliber and natural beauty. You are the sun shining in this darkened hall. I can’t keep my eyes off you.” [break][break] He raised an eyebrow. “You wouldn’t happen to be suggesting… the potions classroom, would you?” He winked and chuckled lowly. Leaning in, his whispered in her ear. “Don’t you think that’s a bit too obvious? Though I do happen to know of a bedroom that might be empty.” Yes, he was suggesting she stay the night in his bedroom. Not for some fun with no pants – since for most of the night she wouldn’t quite be… human. [break][break] “I know you won’t. I trust you.”
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 4, 2018 5:01:24 GMT
"That would a great disservice to his teacherly duties, on a night such a this," she said with a giggle.
"It's a good thing he has a 'does what he wants to' and 'fuck everyone else' attitude." She was grinning, a mischievous twinkle in her eyes.
She gave him a secretive smile after she cut him off. Lily had looked away from them finally, having been pulled away by James and Sirius for some reason or another.
"I know we can," she said softly, pressing her cheek against his, her arms around his neck, one hand tangled in his hair, fingers threading through it gently. "I'm glad you fell in love with me."
When he complimented her, her face flushed. "I wasn't fishing for compliments, Sev. But I am happy to hear that. Though, is it too presumptuous of me to say that it doesn't matter what I wear, your eyes are always on me?"
She giggled, "I might be - it has been a haven for me these last couple of months." She gave him a wink. "But perhaps you're correct. Too obvious, and plus, Professor Snape probably has a dozen wards on the door."
She snickered, "however, this bedroom you speak of... I wouldn't mind that. Where ever you go, I'll go."
It would be a significant change to her normal routine, and it was supposed to be cold tonight. She was half dreading it because while she had fur during most of the night, once she woke up in the morning, she would freeze and it would probably just lead her to have a really bad cold.
She hadn't been looking forward to that.
Now she could look forward to a warm room, a warm bed and Sev being there with her. She was a little nervous though, given that it was her first time having the change in front of someone else. It was a very revealing process - normally, she was alone, so she just... let it happen. But now...
She gave a shuddering sigh and smiled and then looked at her watch again. Nearly time for her final dose before needing to exit stage left.
"I love you."
She kissed the corner of his mouth and then took a teasing nip of his ear.
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 5, 2018 4:21:37 GMT
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“Language.” He gave her a serious look before he chuckled lightly, his dark eyes meeting hers, a light to them that made him seem younger than he ever had, partially because he was physically younger than she had known him (though honestly not by that much – she was a first year during one of his first years teaching – his third year if he remembered correctly). There was a life in him that even when they were together wasn’t ever this strong before. [break][break] “How could I not?” He looked at her as if there was no possible way for this not to have happened – even though before this year he hadn’t ever even considered it – he hadn’t considered it until she had brought it up that day in his classroom. [break][break] “I know you weren’t, my Rose, but you deserve to know what I feel when I see you,” He grinned, his mind wandering and analyzing things a little bit too much – but alas, that was the way he could be sometimes. He wondered why she was bringing up the fact he only had eyes for her – was she worried he would be looking to the other girls? Or perhaps now he appeared younger for the night, he would act like an idiot teenager? “It matters not what you wear, for you are always a beauty to behold. You could wear anything – or nothing – and my heart would be yours for you have stolen it.” [break][break] “Wards? Likely, but nothing… I couldn’t handle,” His voice was low and his eyes twinkled slightly when she said she wouldn’t mind the bedroom – he was slightly worried he was being too forward – making her uncomfortable with the suggestion even if his intent was pure. Or mostly pure. “I’ve heard you’ve wanted to check the sock drawer in it.” He cracked a smile looking right at her when he said it, though he was thinking about a small conversation he had with Remus in Remus’s office not too long ago. It was surprisingly civil as well. [break][break] He let out a shaky breath hearing those three words from her. “I know,” He couldn’t seem to make himself say those three words. To him they were extremely powerful – she already knew he loved her, and those words were for special moments – but then again, wasn’t this a special moment? Wasn’t every moment with her special? There was something inside of him, despite this relationship being extremely serious and the fact he had said it before, which made him almost afraid to say it back.
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 5, 2018 5:00:36 GMT
She smirked, "ooh, right, sorry, sir."
She giggled, shaking her head, a brow raising as he looked at her with a curious look in his eye. She gave him a shrug. "Indeed, how could you not."
She smiled at him,m her lips twitching slightly as she held back on thinking on the Lupinisms that ran through her mind. That was the difference between her and her brother; she tended not to listen to the negative things her subconscious tries to push on her. Yes, she was a werewolf, but who cares. Sev didn't.
"Well, I suppose a proved that with the booty shorts that one week," she gave a wink. That had been the most casual she had been with him. Messy hair, booty shorts, t-shirt, no makeup and he still seemed as smitten, if not more so, with her. So it was enough.
Her face flushed. "Where did you hear that?" She hadn't been honestly wanting to check his sock drawer, but to hear him jokingly suggest that. She laughed lightly, shaking her head. "I mean... maybe. But, knowing me, I won't be able to focus on checking the sock drawer... between the full moon and being with you."
She carefully controlled her expression. She was nervous, to be honest, the transformation wasn't a graceful nor beautiful thing.
"I just hope I don't freak you out, with my transformation... it's not... I'm sure you know... it won't be pleasant to witness. But, I'm extremely happy that you'll be there."
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 7, 2018 2:49:46 GMT
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“With such a foul mouth, you are lucky I cannot dock points from your house,” He was obviously teasing. When he took away points in class, he always ended up adding them back – only because it was her and most of the time he was just trying to get a rise out of her – if she actually did something to lose points he would dock them for real. [break][break]
He tilted his head, as if reading her mind, but not actually using Legilimency on her. It was one of his many talents from his years of simply people watching because he had no real friends. There was also the fact he had seen it in her before. That damned brother made her doubt herself – that and the fact it seemed to run in their family. [break][break]
He placed a hand on her cheek and made sure that she was looking at him, his dark eyes twinkling. “You’re beautiful. Kind. Intelligent. You don’t look at me like I’m some… thing. You see the best in me, even when I cannot see it myself. You’re a strong, determined, ambitious young woman who has stolen my heart. I can only dream of showing you the same amount of love you have shown me.” [break][break]
His face reddened just slightly when she mentioned the booty shorts. “Well, you can feel free to wear those anytime you want.” His eyebrows waggled and he chuckled, kissing her cheek. [break][break]
Severus shook his head, looking at Rose blush at his comment about the sock drawer. That was exactly what he was hoping would happen – thank you Remus, he was able to make your sister blush. You’re helping your enemy woo your sister. “Your brother told me. I went to his office a few days ago. He… was trying to be civil. Pretend we were friends. We came to… an understanding.” He nodded and grinned. “You can check my drawer anytime. After all, if a man is expecting it, he will tidy up before you get a chance.” [break][break] Taking a small breath, he looked right at her. Allowing the unease to show on his face, the vulnerability showing, something he only did for her. And rarely even for her. “I won’t lie to you. I am worried. I am not a brave man. However, I will not ‘freak out’. I’ve seen far worse and I’ve been able to make it through. I can manage. Do not worry about me.”
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 7, 2018 3:30:12 GMT
She smirked then, eyes sparkling. "Shame indeed. Shame indeed you cannot dock house points and then I would have to earn them back, by any means."
She met his teasing full force, now, now that there were no reservations of their stations. Was she wrong in wanting to have a taste of the fantasy of the forbidden relationship they were skirting around? Student and Teacher? Just barely? While Saturdays she shed and left her uniform back in her dorm, there was just something thrilling about having him wrapped around her while still supporting her Gryffindor colours. His hands tangled in her hair, pulling out whatever complicated updo she had chosen on for that day.
While, yes, her self-doubt had crept into her mind, she immediately layered over it with her desire and smiled shyly. She seemed distracted like she was between the waking realm and dreaming. Maybe it wasn't only him that needed to be grounded back to reality.
His voice brought her out of her musing though, as well as his touch on her cheek. He felt herself getting lost in his dark eyes, and she wanted nothing more to fall into him and stay there. She sucked in a breath at his words, tears building up in her eyes.
"You're a person, just the same as I am, Sev," she giggled. "Two months and I've already stolen your heart? Or is this a progression of the last six years? A slow commandeering, yet effective?"
Her lips moved into a slow smirk, as she leaned in to kiss him again. "And I will wear them again, I know how much you like them. Perhaps next time in black? Or emerald green?"
She gave him a wink. It was a blessing, honestly, to know she wouldn't have to go to extravagant lengths to feel desirable in his eyes. She was standing fully clothed in front of him and his eyes were eating her up. It was enough.
Her brain halted to a stop. "Wait.
Wait wait wait- the two of you came to an understanding?"
It was like Christmas had come early. It was more than she could've hoped for. She had just been asking for civility, but it seems that they had gone slightly beyond that.
She smirked slightly, "not to push my luck, but could this be enough to have you ask him to be your best man at our wedding?"
She smiled softly at him, eyes sparkling. "But the point is you shouldn't be expecting it!"
She looked at him, concern in her eyes. "I'm going to worry. And I'm not worried because I'm afraid I'll attack you - because I know I won't." She smirked. "It's the fact that once you see the pain I have to go through, that you'll worry for me too much. Sure, the transformation sucks, and I swear it takes five years of my life every time; but the pain passes. The wolfsbane helps. Being with you will help me. I won't be lonely anymore."
She pulls him in for another kiss, and breaking apart from him she looks at her watch. "Speaking of. Let's share a drink, and we should go."
She took his hand and once he allowed her, she pulled him towards the refreshments table. She could feel eyes upon them again, and looked, seeing it was only McGonagall. She smiled, returning her attention to pouring Sev a glass of the pumpkin juice, and taking a class for herself, she dug a vial of the wolfsbane out of her purse. She uncorked the potion, and dumped it into the glass and then vanished the vial.
She held the glass aloft, thinking a moment, "to the promise of the future."
She clinked her glass against his and then bottoms' upped, taking the potion in one gulp. She pulled a face, looking as though as lava had just been poured down her throat, her eyes watering slightly. After a moment, she took a deep inhale.
She cleared her throat, suddenly looking tired, but she looked at him with eyes full of love. "I love you, Severus Snape. Let's get out of here and enjoy the rest of our night alone."
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 7, 2018 4:16:29 GMT
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“Any means?” His eyes burned with a fiery passion. “Oh, I would love to hear your ideas of what you could possibly offer me. Perhaps if it is… enticing enough I may humor you. Then again, if you give me no reason to dock points, then there is no need to earn them back.” [break][break] Yes, he was most definitely flirting back on that line. While yes, he didn’t want their relationship to ever be based on their stations right now – a little bit of… play wouldn’t be too bad. In fact, there was a part of him that found it extremely sexy. Forbidden love – a werewolf and a death eater. A teacher and a student. A man and the sister of one of his school boy bullies (though admittedly the ‘bully’ never really did the bullying, he just allowed it, which was still bad, but not the same). [break][break] Moving his thumb to the corner of one of her eyes and wiping away the tears building up there, he gave her a sweet boyish grin on his currently very young face. “Six years. At first, I would not allow myself to believe it, I brushed my feelings off as… simply respecting you. Of course, no matter what, I knew I would have to let you grow up – though I never believed I my feelings could ever be reciprocated. Last year I began to realize I yearned for your presence each month. Feeling lonely when you were not there with me… However, I would never have allowed myself to act on those feelings – at least until you showed up and shattered my whole world by reciprocating.” [break][break] With a lustful look in his eyes, he allowed his eyes to glance down her body and then back up to her eyes. “Honestly? Either of those sound gorgeous, gorgeous.” [break][break] Severus blinked a couple of times when she latched onto the fact they had come to an understanding. However, it was the thing after that which made Snape.exe stop responding. Wedding. Best man. While yes, indeed, he was most definitely planning to marry her if she would have him, he hadn’t even thought about that sort of thing yet – two months they had been together. He planned to propose as soon as she graduated, but that was still months away. [break][break] His throat was dry, and no matter how much he swallowed it refused to keep the moisture. He coughed and looked to the side, his entire face red. “Well, that day is still months off. At this juncture, I would not feel comfortable with such an arrangement. We are merely tolerating each other, and he is tolerating our relationship because it makes you happy. However, there may come a day when I would feel comfortable with that.” Quite honestly, he doubted that – but he would do it to make her happy. It just wasn’t something he had thought about at all because it felt so far away. [break][break] “That is precisely the point, and that is why you are welcome to check at any point to make sure I’m not faking my sock drawer. I assure you, it is impeccable.” [break][break] “I have a feeling I will redouble my efforts to figure out a better potion to help the pain after seeing you like that,” He gave her a half smile, a little bit of the worry seeping onto his face, “Not only to hear, but to see the pain you go through every single month…” He ran a hand through his hair, which caught a small tangle and then pulled through it. “I swear to you, I will do everything in my power to help you through tonight, and every night from this point forward.” [break][break] His eyes fluttered shut when she pulled him in for another kiss, allowing the feeling to linger on his lips, not moving for just a second after the kiss ended. Nodding he followed her and took the glass she poured for him. “To the future,” He agreed, clinking his glass and taking a drink of it, eyes still on her. He had a pleasant drink, whereas she did not. He set his glass to the side and moved to wipe those tears away once more, despite them not yet falling. [break][break] “Yes, let’s go.” In one swoop, he managed to pick her up in a bridal style, giving her a satisfied look and started to carry her out of the hall.
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 7, 2018 5:21:39 GMT
" Any," she repeated huskily back, pressing herself against him further. "I'm sure I can think of tons of reasons to have you dock points, professor." Oh, she was getting one hell of a thrill out of this. Was it because he was allowing her little fantasy? Maybe. She suddenly found several uses of keeping her uniform later in life, each thought making her lick her lips and a fiery hunger entering her gaze. They were insatiable, the two of them, she noted, and she wouldn't have it any other way. From what she understood, they both craved for it, the attention, the love. They would feed each other and feed on each other until the end of their days. She gazed at him a few moments, listening to his confession. If anyone, at this moment, had the bright idea of telling her that somehow, for some reason, their whole relationship was a farce; she'd laugh in their face. There was no spell, or charm, or anything, that could fabricate such a response as he'd given her. "You nearly hexed me out of your office when the words came out of my mouth." She giggled at the memory. It hadn't been that long ago, when she had asked him if he would date his students and to be quite honest, she had planned on letting it sit for the year, in agony. But she had pushed forward, in such a Gryffindor way, headfast, headstrong, not taking no for an answer and he had relented. Many things had happened that first day. Many of them she wanted to be repeated on many accounts. But she had honestly overstepped boundaries that day, but she wasn't able to help it. Her emotions had gotten the better of her and perhaps she had been so starved for affection, that she lost herself in it. She wanted to feel someone's love for her. Perhaps that had been a tad unhealthy; but after that, they slowed their pace, and here they were dancing in the great hall. Though, they were about to take yet another giant step. She wasn't sure why they were taking such progressive steps so quickly. Maybe there was a mutual, unspoken fear between the two of them, that, if they didn't; that sometime, perhaps, later, they would regret not doing this, not doing that. It was an unsettling thought, but, given his station - it was a very real possibility and she had accepted this. Loving him was a fast track, she had to be ready for anything. She was a willing partner, at least. Fully trusting. If he wanted to make love to her tomorrow, she would have no complaints. She leaned into his touch, regardless, smiling softly. "You missed me?" It was then something occurred to her, that she had to capture his lips and a fevered kiss. "Summers must have been terrible, my love. For that I apologize, though I know there was nothing I could do at that point." She pressed a kiss to his neck anyway, as if willing away the past pain as it was. She caught the look of lust in his eyes and she smiled. "So it'll be, then." She chuckled, sighing. "I can only hope, perhaps, then." She looked up at the ceiling, chuckling. Knowing that with her brother, came his friends. There was no doubt about it. That fact would take time. Wizarding weddings were always public displays and she honestly hated it. Lord, the Prophet would have a field day with her. She pushed the thought from her mind, trying not to think of the horrendous headlines. She breathed through her nose. Would he want to put her on display as such? She was sure he would hate the attention. Wouldn't he? "Forget that maybe we should elope. My parents would understand." She chuckled again. His sock drawer. If it was impeccable... that would mean her brother was wrong. She smirked, "All your ducks in a row, is it?" She gave him a wink. She gazed at him, a small smile on her face. He really was enamoured with her, wasn't he? She didn't doubt that he was, but there was just something she said that really put it into perspective for her. Like now. Redoubling his efforts? Was he doubling his efforts before? Within the six years? She had noticed that the potion had become more tolerable. That there was something different about the potion, though maybe it was all a placebo in her head. Wishful thinking. Sometimes, she felt like she wouldn't go through the transformation at all, but then the burning would happen, and there she would sit, as a wolf. But it was like it had hesitated, but then the magic ran out. Her lips twitched, but she kept the smile on her face. "Like I said, try not to worry about it so much. I've lived this long with it. My brother longer; we're survivors." She knew it was a moot point in saying. It was like him telling her not to worry if he had to go off to some death eater meeting. It was just going to happen. Plain and simple. But gods if she didn't love him before, she would love him now. Swearing to do everything in his power? Did that include the darker side of him too? Part of her told her, yes, that part was included. She swallowed thickly, nodding. Everything in his power? Hm. She did have a task or two that would most definitely help. Something she was finding increasingly difficult on her own. She had been enlisting the help of Tonks recently but now... a sudden sensual smile crossed her lips. Tonight would be the first time she would enjoy one of her full moons. She was sure of it. It was then he gathered her into his arms, bridal style, to carry her out of the hall. A satisfied look, like he had just caught the best prey, on his face, which caused a delightful shiver to race down her spine. She giggled, pressing herself into him, wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing her face into his neck as he carried her to his quarters.
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