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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 2, 2018 23:01:53 GMT
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Her eyes were making him want her even more – every little bit of her, he could feel her frustration, what she wanted to do, how much she wanted wrap him in her arms. It made him feel needed, wanted. There was a bit of fear that he would hurt her – that he would turn into his father, but he kept an eye on her – making sure everything he did she was alright with. Making sure that she felt the same way. [break][break] “A-Always,” He nodded, “That… word means a lot to me. It – It used to be what I used for my feelings for – well, you know.” He swallowed for a moment, feeling a bit guilty he was bringing up her while they were in such an intimate embrace. “But – but it doesn’t apply to her anymore. I suppose it was a lie. But I swear – Rose, forever.” [break][break] He sucked in a deep breath and stared at her with his eyes wide and full of passion. More emotion than anyone had seen in decades from him. “Hm, touch you? I suppose I could.” He ran his hands down the dress from their position on her chest. One went to her bum and the other cupped her cheek. “You will have to be more specific. Where do you want me to touch you?”
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 2, 2018 23:16:15 GMT
Her chest rose and fell with her deep breaths, as she was trying to contain the burning within her.
She was looking her mind to her lust and she was sure he could see it in her eyes. Her eyes dark, wild, possessive. She was so much more than a simple girl. Werewolf lovers, they were something different, they fed on passion, the fed on love and acceptance and she was getting a buffet of it now.
Was it her werewolf trait though? Curious.
Her jaw worked, there was only one way to say this, and god, she wanted to say it. Though she also had the thought of everywhere and anywhere, dancing on her tongue. He asked for specificity. her nostrils flared.
God, please don't let him run from me.
"I want you," lord could she sound any more breathless? Let's toss in a keening whine in there too, hm? "To fuck me with your fingers, Severus. I want to scream your name."
Her wild eyes stayed trained on him, her heart pounding in her chest.
He asked, she thought numbly to herself.
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 3, 2018 1:13:23 GMT
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He stared at her for a short time, simply breathing and studying her for a few moments. He was considering what to do. After all, he knew it wasn’t too far – it was somewhat far, but he felt he was comfortable with it – he wasn’t sure how to go back from here, nor did he want to go back to not here. He loved her. He told her that. He wanted to show her that too. He wanted to show her he didn’t just love her personality, her mind, but also her body and everything that she was. [break][break] Not only that, he was a sucker for her. Honestly, he would do anything for her. That was a dangerous attitude to have, but he honestly would. Anything for her – anything that would make her happy. Anything that would make her stay with him. [break][break] “As you command, my Rose,” He smiles widely, squeezing her bum before starting his worship of her body.
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 3, 2018 2:30:30 GMT
She groaned.
Sweet Circe, worshipping he did.
Her chest heaved as she attempted to catch her breath, brain swimming.
"Fuck", she muttered under her breath, her body still shuddering from aftershocks.
She kept her eyes shut, she was still bound, as well, which add completely to the experience. She smiled darkly, but then opened her eyes and looked at Sev.
"Can I please be let down?"
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 3, 2018 2:55:48 GMT
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He did everything he possibly could to make her happy. Everything he could to possibly make her go wild. And finally, when his goal was achieved he watched, memorizing her face and her movements. Euphoria, that’s what filled him up, feeling like he had finally done something to help pay her back for the happiness she had given him. [break][break] “Since you asked so nicely,” He pulled out his wand and let her down with a small smile. “Are you alright, my Rose?” He grinned, using the term from earlier that had gotten him so worked up. He was slightly worried that he had gotten carried away, though he still seemed quite happy about it all – since she hadn’t shown any sign of not wanting or not being happy with his movements. Even still, he was watching her, for any sort of sign that he had overstepped his bounds.
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 3, 2018 3:14:26 GMT
She sat up, rubbing at her wrists, even though the bindings had been magic and not a physical rope, she still felt the need to rub at her wrists as if there had been. Magic bonds were neat, able to hold someone without evidence.
However, something was starting to catch her attention. Something strange, and it was his mannerisms. At first, she thought of them as sweet, and endearing, but now... she wasn't completely sure.
She shook her head of the thought. Stupid. You're just not used to being fawned over, that's what it is.
She looked at him, rewarding him with a brilliant smile, "of course, Sev. After that why wouldn't I be alright?"
Her throat felt raw, which was understandable. He had indeed made her scream his name.
She shook again and noticed a creeping chill crawling through her body. Well, that was going to be irritating. She leaned forward, wrapping her arms around him.
"Question is, are you okay?"
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 3, 2018 4:35:39 GMT
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He watched her carefully, making sure to watch everything that was going on. Attempting to not show it on his face was hard to do at this current time in particular apparently. Was something wrong with him? He pressed his lips together, taking the hug and holding her tight. [break][break] “Fine – fine. I’m just glad you are… doing well,” Severus said with a thick swallow, “I was worried I had overstepped my bounds for a moment.” He closed his eyes for a moment forcing the thoughts back. He wasn’t like him. She was happy. She wasn’t crying like he had seen his mother many times before. How he would walk in after his father hurt her, and ask her what was wrong, and she said it was all fine, she was happy despite her tears. [break][break] Rose wasn’t like his mother. He wasn’t like his father. It was alright. So why was he having a hard time letting her go from this hug? As if he would let her go and she would disappear?
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 3, 2018 4:44:25 GMT
She felt his embrace tighten on her and a concerned expression settled onto her face. Not that he could see it, obviously, her face pressed into his chest, inhaling his scent. Damn wolf instincts. But a grand thing just happened for her, to her, and her senses were at an all-time high. Must take advantage, to note to memory. It would come in handy later, she mused.
She pulled away, not much, just a little, enough to look up at him, to raise her hands to his face, her palms on his cheeks, brushing against them, over his neck, into his hair.
"You are you, remember that, Sev."
She pulled him down to her lips again, sealing that information to him. Parting from him, yet still holding him there in place so she could look him right in the eyes.
"Believe me, you will know if you overstep anything. I'm very mouthy."
She kissed him again and released him, wrapping herself around him once more.
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 3, 2018 5:09:01 GMT
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He accepted her kisses, returning them with the same amount of emotion she gave it with, both kisses. He sighed and looked at her with a look of concern still in his eyes. See? His mother never was this nice to his father, this loving, never looked at him with that look. He continually kept looking for things to prove that his worries weren’t anything. [break][break] “Promise me, if I ever… hurt you – if I ever overstep, you stop me.” He looked at her with a serious look. He needed to hear her say that – instead of the excuses his mother gave. He’s just angry, I shouldn’t have angered him. It wasn’t much, I’ll be fine, Sev. It’s just how it is, he’s a good man. Please be more careful around him, don’t anger him anymore. You shouldn’t have done that. It’s my fault, leave Sev alone, he’s just a kid.
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 3, 2018 5:25:47 GMT
His request, that, that brought her thoughts to a halt. Was he? Gods!
Her eyes were ablaze when she pulled back to look at him again. She made quick work of shifting her position, from sitting on the desk to kneeling on it, purring herself at eye level.
"Now, you listen to me, Severus Snape. I will promise you it, for your peace of mind, but I will also tell you that the promise is unneeded, as you will never do such a thing to me."
She places her hands on his cheeks again.
"You are you, and no one else."
She kisses him.
"And I love you, for who you are. For everything you are. Bad parts included."
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 4, 2018 3:26:42 GMT
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His mouth hung slightly ajar as he watched her shift positions and then taking his cheeks, speaking, and kissing him. Returning the kiss, he allowed his lips to slightly turn up into a small smile, though the worry was still apparent on his face, but only just. He looked… vulnerable. He felt vulnerable. She had gotten through all of his defenses somehow, to the inner most parts of his heart, to where he couldn’t defend against the feelings that plagued his mind. [break][break] “You shouldn’t love the bad parts,” He bit his lower lip and sat in his desk chair, looking up at her on his desk. “There is a very good chance I will hurt you. Overstep my bounds. And after it happens once…” He grimaced and swallowed roughly. “There was a man in my life who I am afraid to turn into. I see him every day in my mirror. Yet despite this, I continue. I persist to be the horrible man. I do not want to drag you down with me.”
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 4, 2018 3:37:27 GMT
"And yet, I do. I want to."
She looked at him, concern in her eyes. "It wouldn't be fair to ask you to love all of me, everything I am, and not do the same for you. The bad parts about you -" her eyes drifted to his left arm "- are as much of part of you as my lycanthropy is apart of me. Though, you're lucky in the fact that yours is something that can be stopped, eventually. Mine will always be with me. As far as you turning into the man you do not want to be... I want to help you. Perhaps, if you continued down the path you're on, alone, you might have turned into the person.
But wouldn't you say that ever since I tore into your life six years ago, things have been... different? You're still a scary Potions Master, but, you now have someone on your side when the world seems to be going against you at every turn, right?"
She smiles at him. "We'll bring each other up, okay? I'll lift you up when the world is weighing down on you, because of your station - and you'll lift me up when my lycanthropy starts getting hard to handle, sound fair?"
She reaches out to take his hand. "I love you dearly, Severus Snape. I can't see myself without you, now that I have you."
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 5, 2018 4:07:20 GMT
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His arm tensed up when she looked at it and quickly moved his other hand to cover where it would be, as if his sleeve wasn’t enough to hide it from view. His teeth clenched, and he looked anywhere but in her eyes. [break][break] “There’s a difference. I made a choice. You didn’t have one.” He swallowed thickly before looking down at his hand on his arm and then towards her offered hand. “While it is true I’ve… gotten better since you came into my life, even when you were younger – I’m not a good person. I won’t pretend to be a good person either. When I’m around you I am a better person – I still hate. I still can be cruel and vindictive. I take joy in seeing your brother or his friends hurt. I love the man I am when you are around. I can only hope I can be that man all the time.” [break][break] He took the offered hand and leaned towards her, kissing her cheek. “Don’t be alright with things I do just because you care about me. Don’t be alright with me hurting you for any reason, even if my anger may seem reasonable. It will never be your fault if I hurt you.”
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Post by Rose Ameile Lupin on Sept 5, 2018 4:34:24 GMT
"Regardless, it still wouldn't be fair."
She gripped his hand tightly. "I'm not asking you to pretend. I'm only asking you to make the right choices from now on. Though, I know that the path will be rough. And I know I can't hold you accountable for thing things you may be asked to do."
She smiled softly, "I love the man you are when you're around me too. As long as I can be the reason you want to be better, that's all I need."
She chuckled, "don't worry. I will make sure to let you know when you're acting like a git, Sev. I do it with Remus all the time."
She kissed him softly. "We'll be okay, Sev. It's scary, I know. But I believe we can bring out the best in each other."
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Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Sept 8, 2018 4:09:26 GMT
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A pensive face washed over him as he thought over her words. He didn’t understand how she could love every part of him – especially the darker bits. He had killed. Killed good people – not many as his job was mostly information gathering, but he still had. He made so many bad choices he could never take back, and merely fight to correct. And yet he didn’t feel bad for killing those good people either. Sure, he knew it was wrong. But they were in his way. They were his enemy at the time. They were trying to kill him. [break][break] “I won’t pretend. I swear to you that,” He said with a firm nod, “I can only hope I can make you proud. I will do what is in my power to… make the right choices from this day forward. For as long as I shall live.” [break][break] “You really do bring out the best in me. I can tell. When I’m around you – I don’t feel quite so… bitter. I don’t feel the need to lash out at everything around me. I feel… safe.” His eyes twinkled returning her kiss and giving her another one right after, though short, it was sweet. “I’ve always been… scared to show my emotions. With Lily, I was sure she would find me repulsive and run away if she found out how I felt, so I bottled them up. Then later, I convinced myself to try to forget her, but that was the one feeling I could never fully hide… I feel like I can… be open with you, Rose. I feel like… for the first time in my life, it’s alright to feel something other than anger and hurt.”
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